Let the rain fall down,
May it drown out the screams,
Of my hearts last dreams.
From the embrace I felt,
When in her arms,
Where I was safe from harm.
Let the rain fall down,
May it wash away the pain,
Of a heart broken and stained.
From the kiss I felt,
When our lips met,
Where the flame of love was once set.
Let the rain fall down,
May it wash away the memories,
Of a hearts final scenes.
From a love I felt,
When I looked into her eyes,
Of a heart that finally dies.
What if I would've said,
Everything you wanted me to say?
Would you still be by my side,
To this very day?
What if i would've done,
Everything you wanted me to do?
Would you still be here,
And know my love is true?
So many question could be asked,
About our future, present, and past,
But few have any answers and you hold the key,
Only you have the answers to what I ask thee.
This is the end of our fight,
I've faded into the background,
And you can't be true to what you know is right,
You can't stand up for your heart,
You haven't been able to from the start,
There never was any chance for me and you,
Because others tell you what to do,
To your feelings you should be true,
To show the world and yourself,
That your an amazing person,
Unlike anyone else,
That you can live, breath, and think
All by yourself,
That your strong enough,
To make your own decisions,
That you can make your life,
Whatever YOU vision.
Why do I fight, when I know I can't win?
Why do I put my heart on the line?
When I know the outcome in the end.
Because love keeps pushing me,
And wont let me give up easily,
Because my heart knows how I feel,
And is willing to sacrifice itself to make it real.
The one I once had,
I want again,
My heart is giving its all,
To see my soul mend.
But maybe my all,
Wont be enough in the end,
I just wish she knew,
How much her love meant.
As I walk in the night,
Everything is alright,
While the world is asleep,
I walk with my mind at peace.
The cool breeze blowing against my face,
I walk with a meandering pace,
Each step taking me deeper into the night,
I walk in and out of street lights.
My mind takes in all the sights and sounds,
Puddles scattered in the rain soaked ground,
I walk towards the place I call home,
With my mind, body, and soul in this peaceful zone.
I cant give up,
They wont let me,
A hopeless case,
That they cant see.
Why cant they,
Just leave me be,
I dont want to fight,
I want to rest and be free.
Happiness is out of my reach,
I have given into defeat,
I want to give up and cast everything away,
Leave me alone, I dont want to look for the brighter day.
The night is where I am at peace,
No light to disturb my endless sleep,
A place where my mind is calm,
Where its only me and its where I belong.
Maybe then the pain will cease,
With my heart locked up, and my mind at ease,
No one around me to get hurt,
As my body lies beneath this dirt.
This blank page has so many stories to tell,
It can tell stories of heaven or hell,
It can tell of happiness or pain,
But what it tells is up to the writer and pen.
So many words can take up its space,
Give it a heart, soul, and face,
So that the world can see,
This pages emotions and dreams.
So much to be written,
By all those who can write,
To talk about the brightest days,
Or ones darkest nights.
It can understand any language,
And be filled by any race,
It can be read by the masses,
Or left in a book as time passes.
Someone can fill it with fantasies and dreams,
Or be filled with what reality means,
Someone can fill it w
This person you see,
Isn't the real me,
Its a facade,
I want the masses to believe.
Its what they want,
The happy side of me,
If you want the truth look into my eyes,
And tell me what you see?
A heart wrecked in pain,
A soul tormented in misery,
A mind tainted by vain,
Is this the person you wanted to see?
A person cast so far into the night,
There isn't a flicker of even the brightest light,
A person shadowed by the deepest black,
There isn't any way to bring him back.
So join the masses,
And believe whats on the outside,
Because if you get to close to the truth,
You will get hurt by whats on the inside.
Why do I fight?
This never ending war,
Why do I fight?
When I lose what I am fighting for.
The fight has take its toll,
Its made me weak and weary,
My heart is broken and my soul unwhole,
My eyelids are heavy, and the outcome looks dreary.
With sword and shield,
I continue to fight,
Through all my demons,
And never ending night.
I continue to fight,
Not knowing whats at the end,
I will fight my way towards the light,
No matter how many demons life sends.
You May Not Have Been Her by DuoSesshomaru, literature
Literature
You May Not Have Been Her
You may not have been her,
But the decision you made was the same,
You took away the sunlight,
And showered me with rain.
I did everything you asked,
I fought with all my heart,
When you seen what was inside,
You ripped me apart.
You may not have been her,
But the outcome was the same,
You found happiness,
And all I got was pain.
I'm not the person I use to be,
I lost all my strength that set me free,
That strength i gave to you,
Because you need it more than I do.
You may not have been her,
But one thing remains true,
Your hold on my heart will vanish,
As did hers.
Current Residence: Waynesboro, VA Favourite genre of music: Rap Favourite cartoon character: There are too many :( Personal Quote: Love is just a feeble attempt at happiness.
Certain things trigger your memory like the hot night air, and the clear moon light. I still remember the touch of your skin, the feel of your lips, and the static electricity that runs between us whenever we were close to each other. It's on these late summer nights that your memory haunts me the most, and it takes every fiber of me to calm them down. Guess it's time to go for a late night ride, clear my head, and write to resist what my mind craves...
I got this book idea that has been bouncing around in my head for the past two months im just not sure if i should actually sit down and try to put it on paper due to the fact that i dont see any point in it, but its drivin me nuts just rattling around in my head *sigh* what to do, what to do, what to do???
Ok i wanna give a go at the Villainous Villanelle Contest that PoetryPlease (https://www.deviantart.com/poetryplease) is having, the only problem is i cant come up with a villain that will fit my demented mind, or my harsh writing style. So I need you guys to help me out and give me some suggestions if you don't mind because i am completely stumped right now LOL. Any and all suggestions are welcome :)